Standing here
Getting that warm feeling that you get only from family
But still wanting that dream
The dream past the orchard
The dream that I miss

I squinted seeing the fabulous smile of my family
Giving me hugs and kisses
Saying goodbye but crushing my friends to see me go
This is how I pictured my future

I am having secret conversations in my head
And telling myself I want to stay here - my favorite place
With the orchard
And the farm yard

I am speechless but I now realize that this is where my dream really is
With the warm welcome but also takingmy dream clutching it
Giving a surprise by staying

this is where love is
this is my dream
this
is
home