Step at a Time

I have feelings I can’t explain
All the good, the bad, and pain
You make me feel that what we have is real
Yes I argue but out of fear
I don’t want to cry not even shed a tear
I’ve been hurt in the past
I want our relationship to last
My heart is in pieces
I want to know if you can complete it
I’ve been living in fantasies
I want to live in reality
My past is tearing me apart
It’s destroying my broken heart
How do I move on?
If I don’t have an assurance the past is gone
Im scared to take the risk
I don’t know how much more I can take of this
Im smiling
But inside Im slowly dying
Because of everything I have inside
It’s too much to take it anything but a step at a time