Slowly my world crashes down
All around me different shards of my life at my feet
And I’m suffocated by the tings I can’t control
The one that slipped from my grasp
Sleep doesn’t want to come
But the nightmares have no problem appearing
Whenever the chance is given
My mind is on a destination of destruction
And my body does nothing but obey
I know I’m still living
But I feel so dead
Anxious and apathetic
Two emotions that now rule over my time
And control my actions
I’m two different people
Each pulling at the other
Desperately trying to win the war
Raging inside my own body.