Everywhere I look things are changing. Whether it's people, places, or feelings, its all changing. I'm afraid of all this change. I don't know how to react to everything. One moment something is there, the next it's gone, but what really scares me is never getting it back. I thought I needed something, and I looked away, and the second I turn around...it was no where to be found. I'm so lost and confused and the world is turning faster than I can keep up with it. It's amazing how such a short ammount of time can change so much. With things coming and going, I don't know what's real and what's just in my imagination; what to believe and what to ignore; what to let go of and what to hold onto. Some say change is a good thing, and I agree but that doesn't mean we have to like it. It's actually quite scary. And no matter how fast things are changing, i don't think my feelings for change are going to anytime soon.
August 10, 2009