Those that would say
with bitterness and discontempt
all those things about me
even in front of my face

They are cold
They are lonely
They are nothing to me
I do hate them tho

People may get the wrong idea
May think im nothing i am
may not get me
because of their rumors

To them i do wish they would listen
with open ears to the real me
however im living in a fantasy
if i think that'll happen

Even to my boyfriend i must hide
my past... full of shame
i lie and hate myself
for i am the outcast

That is what my friend told me
because i listened
to the REAL her
listening is sometimes all it takes