giving up everything that is in front of me.
lost in what seems like just stillness
no regrets no memory's no lost actions.
anything and everything almost put to risk
nonsense almost made sense
time gained back
rain would crash down on the transparent puddles
shadows casted upon whatever
each line a different thought
each day one more step
lost in your self lost in a piece of something
not ready for anything unprepared for today
paralyzed thoughts clashing together
like bricks held together
lost not wanted or cared for
one thing to not feel sad for
never the less just to be able to say what you were there for.