I could tell you I was hurt
But that wouldn't say enough
Could tell you about the pain
But I'd be saying too much.

Sometimes I look in the mirror
To see this ugly face
Cold tears stream down my skin
Why won't this scars fade?

I could tell you I was okay
That their lies don't cut
Could fake a lovely smile
But I just don't give a f**k

Sometimes I watch people
Laugh and live their lives
I try to pretend it doesn't kill me
To be stuck in rewind

I could tell you it's not my fault
That so many people leave me
Could say I'm perfectly normal
But deep down inside someone's screaming.

Sometimes I dream
That my first love never disappeared
I wake to this hell hole
Wondering what's keeping me here.

I could tell you not to worry
That eventually I'll be alright
Could say to just let it go
But I don't tell lies.