January 2, 2009
I hear them fighting.
theres nothing to do.
Im confused about whats the wrong and right thing to do.
I cqnt talk to anyone,
they dont understand.
I guess I'm alone in this situation, once again.

I picture how terified she must have been.
All by herself with a bunch of strangers.
she didnt do anything wrong, not a single sin.
Evey night before I go to sleep I sing her favorite song.
Trying to bring back the memory of her laugh.
I want to talk to her I do.
I guess Im alone on this situation, once again.

Moms getting hurt.
why wont she listen?
week after week, month after month, year after year and she stills go back to him.
It hurts to see her cry.
She says everything going to be all right.
but I can see through her lies.
I love her so much.
I just cant take seeing her pain anymore.
She needs help, and I tried, she just doesnt listen.
I guess Im alone on this situation, once again.

I used to have someone to talk to.
I learned that after awhile people change into something new.
I guess that she couldnt take it any more.
I dont blame her.
I reamember sharing secrets like sharing lip gloss.
We pass by eachother now and dont say a word.
I want to tell her "woth out you Im lost"
but nothing comes up.
I wish I could talk to her like before.
I guess Im just alone on this situation once again.

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SilverDawn said...
Jul. 5, 2009 at 4:04 am
i.. really like this. it made me feel somehow more aware and just, just sad inside. i like the repeated line, it gains more and more meaning with each repeat. i hope writing that helped you feel at least a bit better.
Jul. 2, 2009 at 12:30 am
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