Why did he do it, why would he have dared?
Its all my fault, I should have showed him I cared.
I don't know what I'll do now that hes gone.
I want to be numb for ever, I don't want to go on.
I can't believe he did it, he had to of known.
He was my one to go to but I guess it hadn't shown.
I guess I never told him, so now I am to blame.
The way my heart is broken, I'll never be the same.
I cared for him so much, he was my best friend.
I guess thats the thing, they leave you in the end.
I cannot stop the tears, I cannot stop the regret.
All I can do now is to promise that I never will forget.