Shades of black and gray combine
Filling my life with pain
Thousands of needles falling from the dark depths
into my heart, where all sorrow lays
the past hurts me
the memories kill me
slowely eating at my soul
can I survive much longer
I can't stop thinking of you
yet it just makes it harder
I hope you feel the I feel for you too
It's the only thought that keeps me going farther
I love you
I hate you
How could you do this to me
I want you to stay
but I want you to die
you hurt me
why should I even try
I should hurt you
I just want to know why
I love you
I hate you
You break me
I know you don't love me
I know you just used me
It's the hardest thing I will ever have to do
But I must say goodbye
Just remember, I love you