She runs faster. More afraid of what she has become and the decision she feels needs to be done.
She sees no other way, she doesn’t want to make any more decisions. She wants this one to be the last one.
She wants it to end. She wants an escape from reality.
She wants a one way ticket into a world of non-existence, a world of invisibility.
She wants to be forgotten and never heard of again.
She wants people to leave her alone, to give her space.
She’s tired of being told things will be okay and watch everything get worse right before her very eyes.
She runs faster. Her heart becomes a frantic perpetual beat.
Her heart slows down… slowly, slowly.
It’s over. She got what she wanted…
A world of non-existence, A world that she entered on her own.