She’ll relive those nights, those looks, those conversations,
Over and over again in her heart until the times comes where
Those daydreams once again come alive for that one
Night the night that she’ll relive in her mind for days to
Come until once again he remembers her, remembers
What she has to offer…
And that day, she’ll be waiting
And no matter how much he’s hurt her or how much
Anger and pain she feels, she knows she’ll fall again –
Fall that one day for that one boy who makes her feel
Whole for that moment they share. She knows she’ll
Open herself to him… trust him… love him… believe him.
She’s strong, and can handle knowing all this.. all her weakness.
The thing that will devastate all her attempts to make it through this
Is not in her knowing she’ll always be there…
But the fact that he knows her weakness and how to use it.