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Drifting Away

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Chapter 1

I took a deep breath and took in my surroundings. I was driving on a lone road that was surrounded by greenery and reddish brown rocks. In the distance I could see the large rock structures and plateaus. The sky was light blue and cloudless. This is exactly what I needed. I needed some peace and quiet.
The last few weeks had been hectic to say the least. I found out about my little sister’s surprise engagement and after that it was finals week. The exams that I took had been exactly like I expected: easy but long. I knew for a fact that I aced all of them, just like I always did. It was my sister’s engagement that still had me riled up and uncomfortable. My smile fell as I remembered the day I found out…

I had been waiting in the little cafe that I was supposed to meet them at. I knew that they had been dating; I just didn’t know that they were serious.
“Logan!” Ashley said as she and Jason came in through the door.
I had barely stood up to greet them before Ayesha practically jumped into my arms.
“Whoa there,” I had said. “It’s good to see you too.” My smile was easy as I looked down at her beaming face.
She was very mature looking for her 19 years. She didn’t just look mature, she was mature as well. Even though I was four years older than her we still hung around some of the same people while growing up. That was where she met Jason.
“Hey man,” Jason said to me after Ashley had let go. “It’s been way too long,” he said as he stuck out his had. He had a strange look on his face, a mixture of nerves and determination.
“I would try to come down more often but it’s a long way from Harvard, lots of work too.” I responded with a slight smile. I had always liked Jason. He had been my best friend while growing up. Our families were good friends and he was only a year younger than me so we had been close for a long time. We drifted apart when I left for college five years ago. We had tried to keep in touch but we were to busy. Me with work at Harvard and him with work at Marquette. While we grew apart he and my little sister grew closer.
“I can imagine bro,” he said while nodding in understanding. “But I’m glad you came down for spring break. There’s something that I want to tell you that’s probably better in person.”
I raised an eyebrow at this. I couldn’t imagine what they would want to tell me.
“Let’s sit then,” I said while motioning to the booth. I slid in with Jason and Ashley on the other side. He has his arm casually thrown on her shoulders.
The waitress arrived at our table to take our order. I ordered the usual black coffee. Jason had his with cream. Ashley had hers with cream and sugar. The waitress took our orders and walked away.
After she left I looked at my little sister and her boyfriend expectantly.
Jason recognized my “no bull” look then chuckled. “I know you’re not one to beat around the bush, so I’m just gonna come right out and say it.”
He took Ashley’s right hand while looking at her lovingly. It seemed so private that I might have felt uncomfortable if I wasn’t waiting for him to just say whatever it was that he wanted to say. He broke his gaze from her and looked me square in the eye. “I asked your sister to marry me. And she said yes.”
I suppose it shouldn’t have shocked me as much as it did. I hadn’t really been paying any attention to them in the last year or so. I had no idea how serious they had become. I was incredibly surprised on the inside, but on the outside I struggled to keep a calm composure. I needed to appear nonchalant. The look on my face must have told him to continue because he did.
“I did ask your father for permission.” He said while looking back at the encouraging expression on Ashley’s face. He looked me in the eye as he said the next part. “I had really wanted to tell you man, but it didn’t seem like something to ask through a text or email.”
I had to agree with him. Asking something important in such a casual way would have been inappropriate. But that still didn’t make me feel any better. I was still surprised and this whole thing was a big concept to grasp.
Jason continued his speech with the same confident tone. “So now that I can’t ask for permission I’m going to ask for your approval.” He straightened his posture. The hand that was holding Ashley’s tightened around hers. “Logan, can have your approval for your sister’s hand in marriage?”
My gaze didn’t leave his for a few seconds that felt like hours. He held strong, never breaking the eye contact. When I looked away my gaze softened from what people told me could cause the president to tremble in fear, to something that I saved for my family alone. I looked at my baby sister
with a caring look and said “are you happy?” My voice was confident and steady just as I must have looked. An appearance that I was told looked intimidating to those who didn’t know me well.
She smiled at me brightly before answering. “Yes big brother”, she beamed at me while saying “very much so.” She turned to Jason and gave him the same loving look that he gave her a few minutes ago.
I closed my eyes. The confident and intimidating shell that I had always enclosed myself in was threatening to shatter around me. I breathed through my nose before looking up with a softened look. A small smirk, that rarely appeared, graced my face. “Whatever makes you happy, Ashley.”
My face became covered by it’s usual mask as my gaze feel back to Jason. “Jason,” I started. He looked a little scared, but still determined. “You’re a good man, and I do give you my approval.” His face beamed with relief but dropped slightly when I continued speaking. “Don't screw this up.” My voice was steady and my expression in its usual, unconsciously intimidating form.
His smile never fell. “Don’t worry, man.” He looked back at my sister. “I would never.” She beamed back at him.
I looked away and leaned back in the booth in relaxed but still together manner. Crossing my arms I said “Let’s hope not.”

A bird squawking in the distance brought me out of my memory. I glanced up at the sky while driving so slow it could barely be considered that. While glancing back to the road in front of me I contemplated how the rest of my time at the little cafe had gone.
Ayesha was animatedly talking about wedding plans and plans to go shopping with some of our old friends before I left. I agreed to go without really thinking about it. I had other things on my mind. They were the same things that crossed my mind now.
Now, I sit here and I think. I think about whether or not Jason will be able to keep her happy. I think about if I made the right decision in giving them my approval. I think about how happy Ashley will be in the long run. I think about the reactions that our family and friends will have. But the biggest thing that I thought about two days ago in the cafe and sitting here now was that two of the most important people in my life were moving on and leaving me behind with only my shell.
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