Daddy, I miss you. I want you back with me. I don't like mummy' s new boyfriend. He isn't kind like you, he doesn't tuck me in at night, deep into my covers and kiss me on my head. He doesn't sit and read with me like you would, stories from your childhood. He doesn't have those wars we would have, the ones were you said I love you and I said I love you more but you would always say you love me more. But I think I love you more daddy. Because I didn't leave you, but you left me. You left me with a man who is replacing you. Mama took down your wedding photos after you left. And sometimes it feels like your dead... she wishes you were dead. We moved house last week, I have a new bedroom but it's just plain white. I know you would have let me paint it, but he won't. I left my dolls house at the other house. The one you made for me, it wouldn't fit in the car. I miss you daddy. When can I see you again. Mama says never. She says you don't love me... You do love me right daddy? You wasn't lying were you?
February 15, 2013