Why? Why me? What did I do so wrong for you to just leave me? I hate you! I’m your own son! You gave birth to me! How could you just pretend like I’m not alive anymore? I guess it is partly my fault. You did it to Anthony, too! You’re heartless! I should’ve seen it coming in a way. I should’ve seen the signs, but what kid wants to realize their mother doesn’t love them? The way you treated me and the names you called me just tore me apart! All I did was love you and try to help you. I cry night after night. You never even called on my birthday! Why? To busy for your own son? God damnet mom! I hate you! I hate you! No! No.

I love you.

I’m sorry, but what’s happened has happened and it is time to move on now. I have to worry about me and focus on the future. I love you, but hate your decisions. Goodbye mom.