IVE BEEN IN THE DARK SO MANY TIMES THAT MY EYES HAVE COMPLETELY DRIED FROM ALL THE TIMES I CRIED…I BEEN LET DOWN SO LOW SO VEIN THAT I LOST ALL HOPE AND KNEW I COULD NEVER SMILE AGAIN…I’VE BEEN BROKEN..BOUGHT..LOST..AND DEFINED BUT STILL U LET ME DIE…I AM NO LONGER THE GIRL I ONCE WAS BUT A SYMBOL OF PAIN..CURSED EYES..AND LOST SMILES…I ASKED GOD FOR A NEW START BUT I WAS CURSED WITH ANOTHER DARK…I ASKED FOR A SIMPLE BLISS BUT ALL I GOT WAS HEARTACHE AND DISMISSED…THOUGH ALL THE TIMES I THOUGHT MAYBE IF I DIED PEOPLE WOULD REALIZE..BUT WHO AM I KIDDING I AM A FOOL TO THINK OTHERWISE..SO I HAD TO LEARN THAT EVEN GOD HAD BAD TIMES AND I GUESS I WAS A LIVING PROTEGE OF HIS PAIN IN DISGUISE…SO I DECIDE TO LOVE NONE TO PROTECT MY HEART TO KEEP ME FROM BEING BROKEN DOWN…I LISTENING NONE TO KEEP MY HEAD UP AND MYSELF NUMBER ONE…I CRY NOT ONCE BECAUSE I KNOW THAT CRYING LEADS TO A PAIN YOU ONCE FELT..I AM SIMPLY TIRED OF BEING BAD AT STUFF I TRY SIMPLY TO BE BEST AT…AND THAT’S WHY I DON’T CRY....