I Cried.

September 28, 2011
By Naomi518 GOLD, Windsor, Connecticut
Naomi518 GOLD, Windsor, Connecticut
11 articles 15 photos 59 comments

Favorite Quote:
"Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light" ~Albus Dumbledore


In Judaism there we bury the dead as soon as we can, usually the day after.

My grandma died of cancer on a Friday. We called the funeral home about a Sunday funeral, because we don’t do funerals on Shabbos. They didn't have time for us, so the funeral was set for Monday at nine in the morning.
I got to the funeral with my parents around 8:30. People arrived and came over to give their condolences, and I dully replied thank you to all of them. I hadn’t cried. I hadn’t expected myself to cry at the funeral.

But I did.

Not for the reasons you would think, though. I knew my grandma was going to die. We all did.

The Rabbi started talking about how he talked to my grandmother and how full of life she was. Malka Chaya was her Hebrew name, meaning queen of life.

I didn’t cry then.

The Rabbi talked about how he brought her back to her childhood growing up in New York.

I didn’t cry then.

The Rabbi talked about how she met her husband and moved to Massachusetts with him.

I didn’t cry then.

The Rabbi talked about when she had my mom and my uncle.

I didn't cry then.

The Rabbi talked about me.

I cried then.

I don’t remember what he said, but it doesn't really matter. What matters is I cried. I cried though I thought I wouldn’t.

I cried. Happily.

I cried because my grandma was in a better place. I cried because my grandma was with her husband and her brother. I cried because my life would soon go back to normal. I cried because I wanted to. I cried because I didn’t want to. I cried.



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on Dec. 23 2011 at 4:07 pm
lilmartz PLATINUM, Perrysburg, Ohio
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Live Life Like A Party That Never Ends

I feel awkward commenting on such a personal piece, but first and foremost I want to say that I really like it! You sound like the person who normally doesn't cry, and I can relate to that very much. I love how you structured this with your "I didn't cry then." To make this better, I think the paragraph where you say "I don't remember what he said..." should maybe be reworded. I feel like it isn't necessary to tell your readers that you cried even though you didn't think you would because we already know that. Instead, I think that paragraph should focus on how you felt and what you thought about while you were crying. Other than that little bit of advice, good job! I'm sure this was really hard to write about, and you wrote it beautifully!

Naomi518 GOLD said...
on Oct. 24 2011 at 6:47 pm
Naomi518 GOLD, Windsor, Connecticut
11 articles 15 photos 59 comments

Favorite Quote:
"Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light" ~Albus Dumbledore

thanks! it took me a while to pluck up the courage to post it...your comment totally made it worth it though! :)

on Oct. 24 2011 at 6:01 pm
wordjunkie BRONZE, Houston, Texas
1 article 0 photos 105 comments

Favorite Quote:
Those who say it can't be done should not interrupt those who are doing it.

This is really sad, but a lot like how I felt at my grandfather's funeral this year. I didn't cry, would'nt cry, and then I stood up to speak and sobbed. I had to wait ten minutes before I could try again. I feel yah. :/ this peice is well written, and I like the repitition


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