So many feelings come with being in love.. even hate. I hate that this one person has so much emotional control over me and that I care so much about anything and everything having to do with this person. I hate anyone and everyone that has the privilege to interact with this person because I want her to be all mine.. if anyone does her injustice or treats her badly I hate that I am a girl and can't kick butt :/ I hate the secrecy... I hate the vulnerability that comes with love. But I love the holding hands(: the whispers at night(: the soft giggles and loving touches. This is all love for me.. Does it have to be so painful in order to achieve the good parts?