Why do i feel this way? I feel everything for you, but I keep putting myself down. I keep looking at other girls who are smaller and prettier and say he could be with anyone of them. Why would he ever choose me? Am I not good enough for you? I'm not that big am I? I'm not that ugly am I? I feel as if I maybe. Not one guy has every loved me for me, just to get closer to my friends who are all smaller and prettier than me. So am I? Am I ugly? Am I fat? Am I useless? That's what I feel like everyone is saying.