I feel so sad in this world. I feel like there is no one there for me. At night I lie in my bed & i cry for the fact i have no body & no life worth living for. I wake up in anger; and i fall asleep in anger, all in hatred for myself. Just living from day to day is a challenge for me. It's just that i thought you were the one for me. Life was so perfect, you were all i had and all i needed. But after he came in between us it all went upside down. Why would you pick him. I can't forgive you for what you did. He doesn't deserve you, your to good for him, for me to. Did you even care? Did you even love me? Didn't think so.