Whats this new feeling? The rumbling in my stomach... The butterflies with every message u send to him. Each time we talk its like the sparks fly again. How come he has to live so far away? I wish i could just reach out and hold his hand. Hes the perfect boy for me. Every second of our visit together, i loved, staring into his eyes and wondering what the future might hold. I want to move up there and see where everything goes. Who knowd maybe this lust will turn into love one day in the distant future. But for now im keeping my heart guarded so i dont get hurt again but i know this boy is different than the last. I know he will do his best to keep me safe. I wish i didnt have to wait so long to see him again. Every day that passes just keeps us stronger. And makes the heart grow stronger.
March 16, 2011