When people hear my name they probably think as me with a big month. So you know everyone hates me. I feel a banded and hurt full and alone. I feel like I’m in a really dark place. I have friends but they will never feel the way I feel. Sometimes I try to hide but It does not work I just get picked on more, are rumors get created. When I feel sad and hopeless I tell no one. I just write it down like now, and it helps. I feel like if I tell someone then people will think I and even more wreathless then I am all ready. Bullying I think this might be called. People tell me to stand up for myself I tried once but I just got blamed for having a big fat month just because I saw and heard something means nothing of what people think. I saw a girl cheating on her boyfriend, so I told her real boyfriend then someone he believed his girlfriend more. Ever since then I cry most nights. And wish to die. Please just stop I hope but it never does.