I've been to hell and back. I've been hurt by everyone I've ever got close to and learned to keep my heart to myself. I put up walls and kept to myself to protect what was left of my scarred heart. Then this one girl found me. she was different then the others. she was insane and loud but made me smile. she got close to me and started breaking down the walls faster then i could build them. She had me going crazy but i tried to resist. I was afraid to get close, to get hurt again just like all the other times. But she kept getting closer to me. I started laughing and smiling again, i forgot my pain. I wanted this girl. I wanted to be close to her, to be cherished by her. I let her in.