I look in the mirror almost every day. I do what Tyra says.. Tyra Banks.. I look in the mirror, and say on good thing about your self.... But instead of good, I come up with bad. I've never been comfortable with my body, and maybe I never will be.... Everything I feel inside is just so crazy, dramatic,, and scary. I try to accept my body. I try to work with my "curves" People tell me Im not that. That 135 pounds isn't that bad. To me its horrible. Im 5'5 I play football... A lot of me is muscle... Yet I still feel like Im just nasty. I go to bathroom. Try to make myself throw-up... But it just wont come. I just CANT DO IT... I Personally don't want too. I hear my Memeres words say... "Accept Baby ki... Just Accept"
October 20, 2010