Do people really now who you are? What about a friend? A boyfriend, a mom, a father, a sister,or a brother. I say no. Not even i now who i am. To people i am a sweet smart girl that never gets in trouble. To me i am a girl who wishes she was sweet and smart. what people don't now is what i think. I think about Smoking, drinking, Cutting, Burning my self. But i don't. I have many friends that do and that stops me. I now i am different. But wanting to be different dose not stop me. Therese been days when Ive been sitting on in my closet crying holding a knife next to me. Or even a sharp object. I have every thing i need to harm my self. I now were i can get drugs. I just don't get get them. I'm young to thing about theses things. Every day i think about doing theses thing. What is stopping me?