There will never be a time like how everything was in the past. You know how childhood is. It's like you never have any worries...problems...or anything that hurts that much...then when you become a teenager...everything goes down the drain. You feel like you want to die sometimes. It gets even worse when your family says that they don't care about you and your brother beats you up...and your mom doesn't care about that and only believes everything your brother tells him. That is how I feel right now. That happened to me and I just don't know what to do! Why does these teen years have so many things going on? I feel like no one cares and I know some do but why do I feel like this? Why do I keep crying? I can't stop. My world is falling apart! My other brother is telling me to move in with him but he is couple hundred miles away...and I don't want to leave my boyfriend! I just want to go and leave my family. I am so neglected but...my boyfriend! I love him so much and I don't want to leave him!