I hurt you today. I was in a bad mood and slammed the door on you. Causing all your books to fall. I laughed but when I went to the bathroom, I cried. I'm sorry. I really mean it. You're my best friend and I can't lose you. Never. The rest of the day was a blur in tears. YOu should be sorry. You don't see, nor care, about how much I love you. My heart breaks when you talk about other girls. But I know you only tell me, because you trust me. I trust you so much. Sometimes I dream we're together, but wake up and cry because I know we can't. It's unbelievable to size of the lump in my throat right now. Even as I think and write this, it just keeps getting bigger. We say we love each other. I don't know if you mean it, but I know I mean it. With all my heart. So I'm sorry for what I've done to you, but you should be sorry to for what you're doing to me right now.
I'm Sorry....But you should be too.
November 17, 2010