Why can’t we be together? He walks around school like he doesn’t even know I am alive…but he does. We used to live in a world of stolen kisses and secret affairs. Love so passionate it put every love story to shame. But the truth of it is he’s a jock and I am the girl nobody knows. So invisible I don’t even get bullied…I hate it! I want to be with him so badly and I know he wants to be with me but he says he can’t! why?! What is he hiding?! What’s his secret!? When he’s alone I see him staring at me, with a sadness and longing in his eyes. It kills me every time I see it. Like my heart is being shattered again. I hear a sharp rasp at my window. I get off my bad and run to the window, and their he is. His red brown hair is falling onto his face and cold blue eyes that sent chills down my spine. He has a grin on his face that makes my heart melt. I move over and let him in. he climbs through the window and lands on the ground with a thud. I just keep staring its all I can do. He scrambles to his feet ”hey”. ”what do you want?” I say a little too sharply. He stares at me his eyes pleading. ”don’t be that way I came to tell you bye.” I stare my mouth gaping. ”what do you mean bye?” he sits on his feet. “Rachel I’m leaving.” I could tell the words hurt to say. “im moving and never coming back. I’m. I’m sorry.” I can feel the hot tears sliding down my face. He comes over in one graceful movement and kisses the tears away. I collapses in to him. “why? Why are you leaving?” I plead.” its just my time to go” he kisses me on the lips with such passion such force it makes me want to melt. After what seems like hours he whispers “I love in” and walks back to the window and leaves. When I can move again I run to the window hoping to get one last glimpse of him but all I see is a lone wolf with the same eyes as Tommy. “Tommy?” he nods and runs into the night.
July 26, 2010