He did it again. He broke my heart all over again. Why do I keep letting him do this? He has a girlfriend. I' m hardly in the picture anymore. but just the fact that he still occasionally looks at me or talks to me keeps me going. I can never give up on him. Because if I give up, then he might want me again and I won't want him. Then, he would go through the pain that I'm going through and I don't ever want that to happen to him. To other people he may deserve 10 times more pain than I'm going through but to me he deserves the world. He deserves more than anyone else. It's bad, but the truth. He's walked away from me so many time, but I'm still completely head over heels for him. I can't stand it.