Thoughts of the Intellectual Teenage Girl on Kissing

September 23, 2009
Thoughts that run through my mind before a kiss:
Hey, I am smiling at you.
I am grabbing your hand.
I am standing extremely close to you.
So close that I have to tilt my head up to see you.
It makes you feel like more of a man when you have to look down on me.
I can feel your breath on my face.
Just kiss me damn it!
Oh My God.
He is leaning in.
This is where I blackout. Did I lean in? Did I stay still?
Thoughts during the kiss:
This one is handsy.
Didn’t he just break up with his girlfriend of eight months yesterday?
His lips are wet.
What is the big deal?
Kissing isn’t that great.
I stop the kiss and look anywhere but his face.
Thoughts after the kiss:
I will continue to make out with you.
Thoughts on first kisses.
Girls plan-out their first kiss in their minds. Dream about them just as they dream about ponies and rainbows, fantasize about them in class or before they go to sleep. A first kiss is a milestone.
Types of first kisses:
First cheek kiss.
First lip peck.
First kiss longer than three seconds.
First make out.
First kiss with someone you love*
First kiss with a new guy.
First kiss with your fiancé.
First kiss with your husband.
*Many of these could also this one.
My first kiss fantasy:
Altadena park, a five minute walk from my house. The best friend I had spent endless hours running around with(I was a tomboy so this best friend was a boy). The very rare and wistful wish of rain in Phoenix, Arizona. I had known by my recklessness that my first kiss would also be my first make out, this self assessment was true.
My real first kiss/make out:
Fizzy beer. Amazing vodka. Disgusting vodka. One jerk I could not stand. A mini-van. Four shooting stars. Four o’clock in the morning.
Current thoughts:
I hope myself and every other female get an amazing kiss with someone they love…before they turn 16.

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Megan Anne S. This work has been published in the Teen Ink monthly print magazine. said...
Oct. 2, 2009 at 4:31 pm
lol! So adorable and so totally true!
Nice job. Keep it up.
Rachel M. said...
Sept. 28, 2009 at 7:36 pm
haha this made me laugh! i love it! its what ive always thought but havent been able to put into words. great job!
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