I feel this crowding over me, larger than life.
Kind of like the way an abusive husband beats his wife.
This kind of pain doesn't just go away.
This kind of pain is here to stay.
It is too much for my mind to understand now.
It hurts so much, I must cry out.
This kind of ache makes my body sway.
This kind of ache cannot be delayed.
My heart feels like it's about to burst.
But I must confess my love to you first.
This kind of love makes my heart break fast.
This kind of love makes me forget my past.
This is what I go through on a daily basis.
When I'm not trying to stop my thoughts dead in their places.