Despair and depression
I don't want to let you go
My days go by fast and my thoughts pass, yet my heart beats slow
Missing the days and nights we talked
Even missing those long midnight walks;
In my dreams, never real but still brought me peace;
Living only now what is a silent faint memory
Distant in life and even more so in my dream
But to teach you this lesson, I must be mean
I don't want to, but I have no choice
You can hear how much this is killing me in my voice
Living without you; I can no longer
For everyday without you I grow weaker not stronger
Life without you is harder than I thought it would be
Cause I'm used to there being a you and me.
One whole now two halves; I gues my happiness will forever be in the past.
Never to return, not even to bring me a sweet dream.
All this just makes me want to scream!
I'm forever going to regret that day I became mean