I’m trying to forget that I’m addicted to you.
The memories always wake me up in the middle of the night.
I still remember the look on your face lit through the darkness at 1:58.
Everything was just pure happiness.
Girl all I know is I didn’t want that night to end.
I looked to my left, your side of the bed.
Why is it every time I think I’ve tried my hardest, it turns out it ain’t enough.
My mind and eyes are swimming with memories.
You are invincible, I can’t break through your world.
My heart began to ache.
In the sickness of you, I’m just a white blood cell fighting like hell for you.
A tiredness has settled over me, too tired to sleep.
You can tell that I’ve been from hell and back.
I’ve been through so much when it comes to you.
I’m a shell of a man that I used to know so well.
I stare up at the ceiling, the darkness overwhelming.
My loneliness is a rattle in the windows.
I miss you.
Maybe we shouldn’t be two worlds apart.
I’m lost and confused.
What am I supposed to do, when the best part of me was always you?
I am feeling so insecure, you might not love me anymore.
Suddenly I becoming a part of your past, I’m becoming the part that don’t last.