All my life
I've been one of the guys
When guys ask my advice
I go out of my mind
Now that I'm older
I have to decide
If I want to be one of the boys
Or one of their toys
One of the girls with broken hearts
Waiting around to be ruthlessly torn a part
Or to be safe
Just one of the guys
Always pat me on the back
Always say "hi"
"How was your day"
I'll tell the truth
After hanging with you
I'm not ok
Cause I don't know if I want the truth or a lie
Don't why
My heart hurts hearing you deny
That I'm "girlfriend" material
Don't know if you're joking or just being real
Because I can't be a girl
If I'm your friend
Don't know when this delusion will end
What can I do to make you see
That being a girl isn't a bad thing
I'm your friend
Yeah, that's true
You've been by my side
But what if maybe
Just maybe
I'm in love with you
When will you recognize
I'm a girl even if I'm one of the guys
You talk about girls
Like they are from some other world
You break hearts
When you've been broken
Now I'm left hoping that
Some way
Some how
I can make you see me now
But your eyes always go back to her
But what if I can make it blur
The space between girl and friend
Let me mend your broken heart
I choose to risk being torn a part