Death Bed

A room with air as cold as acid,
a scenery that could fool the first thought placid,
If I close my eyes a number comes to head,
Nine, your room; walking to it I dread.
tears... were much like the rain that I'm staring at right now,
my life;the curtains closing.. as I curtsy, I watch you bow.
words.. cannot escape this mouth, so you cannot hear me out, But do not be fooled for I am screaming.
I am falling to a trance like state and now.. Now I am dreaming.
Of My past when it wasn't ripping; but streaming.
I look forward to the day that I go home,
I am scared but I am not alone..
and I know that you will be there waiting for me as I appear.. I I'magine you'll be stern with excI'ment as you watch me near.