I can't win in this game that you're playing' with my heart. I try to believe you but all of your lies seem to fail. You need to practice. So hypocritical, so undeniably unbearable. You think you know me, think you can figure me out. But you really have no idea what I want what I need. This life is worthless and you are so wreck less. You can't know all that you say you do. You're in my head now, you just don't know how hard it is. To resist you. Please stop playing games with my heart. I can't take it anymore.
My heart's not a toy.
January 30, 2012