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Ella Deranged

December 20, 2011
By x.Lovely.Disaster.x BRONZE, Anoka, Minnesota
x.Lovely.Disaster.x BRONZE, Anoka, Minnesota
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Favorite Quote:
"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind dont matter and those who matter dont mind." -Dr. Seuss
"If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it doesnt, it was never yours in the first place."


Ella Deranged,
She's so insane,
She loves the music
But hates the pain
And what she hides
Inside her soul
Makes her lose control
And what she doesn't know
Is there's a way out
There's always a way out.

Everything
That you may see
Could sometimes be
A reverie
That's why I will never believe
The surface of
Ella Deranged.

She sits alone
Away from the crowd
And she turns her music
Up too loud,
She sits and wallows
In lonliness,
She wonders if
Life will ever be bliss.
And I imagine
What hurts the heart,
The heart of Ella Deranged.

What she doesn't know
Is that this is
The life she does not
Deserve to live
But shes stronger than
Most people think
And she stays afloat
When they bet she'll sink.

She's an original
Joan of Arc
And she's brighter than
A thousand stars.
But she herself
Doesn't even believe,
Doesn't believe in what
She could be.

She sits alone
Away from the crowd
And she turns her music
Up too loud,
She sits and wallows
In lonliness,
She wonders if
Life will ever be bliss.
And I imagine
What hurts the heart,
The heart of Ella Deranged.

This battle she fights
Within herself
Leaves her breathless
Without help
And everybody thinks
That when she shouts
She'll become weaker
More than anyone else.
But she'll arise
Stronger than before
And she'll show us
The hell that wore
Her out.

Ella Deranged,
She's just a fallen angel
In so much pain
And all she wants
Is to be loved
By anyone who
Cares enough.
Ella Deranged,
What can we do
To prove to her
Our faith?
Will we ever be
As brave as her,
Ever acknowledge
What we once where?

She sits alone
Away from the crowd
And she turns her music
Up too loud,
She sits and wallows
In lonliness,
She wonders if
Life will ever be bliss.
And now I know
What hurts the heart,
The heart of Ella Deranged.


The author's comments:
Avenged Sevenfold (my favorite band) inspired me to write this song. More specifically, it was their song, 'A Little Piece of Heaven', because it was talking about an insane couple. I also thought up the name of Ella Deranged, and it turned into this!

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on Jan. 19 2012 at 6:09 pm
x.Lovely.Disaster.x BRONZE, Anoka, Minnesota
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Favorite Quote:
"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind dont matter and those who matter dont mind." -Dr. Seuss
"If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it doesnt, it was never yours in the first place."

A Little Piece of Heaven by Avenged Sevenfold inspired me, and I wanted to write something about all the people I see at my school who arent accepted.

MorganM. said...
on Jan. 17 2012 at 2:09 pm
MorganM., Gentry, Arkansas
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Absolutely positively amazing!!!!! How did you come up with the idea for this song?