Has my life really turned out like this? Who am i? NO What am i? I long to be loved but at what price will i pay to feel accepted? My family? My friends? My life? is it all just a big lie? Is it reality or just a Beautiful Nightmare? Am i the innocent girl i once was or have i changed into a monster? I'm lost in a world of temptations and I'm falling into the trap! faster and faster i fall.....my heart shatters and i finally realize that i have lost my mind.