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In a Rampage

I can’t explain my feelings inside
Every time I look in your eyes
A burning pain within my lungs
An easy escape, well I see none
My blood begins to boil
My name I fear to soil
And now I finally get to uncage
All my anger in a rampage

Say a lot I don’t mean
Man, I’m bursting at the seams
I don’t know what to do
I never meant to hurt you
In and out, up and down
My world is spinning all around
In my eyes you look at me
Will I ever find equanimity?
It’s not your voice it’s what you’re saying
And I don’t know if I can take much more playing
You stare me down and yell so loud
And what I do next won’t make me proud

You think I’m done, but I scream some more
Take your things throw ‘em on the floor
I don’t want anything to do with you
So I guess that means that we are through
All alone and so enraged
I hope that this is just a phase
So unused, so abused
Ignorance I do refuse
All I wanted from you
Was the good ‘ole truth
But now it seems
That all that means
Is lies
And I despise
To recognize
That all these times I’ve been denied, the truth.

I have only pure hatred for all this time I’ve wasted in this fake life
And I’m disgusted to have said that I wished that you never would have gotten so far into my head
Twisting my thoughts
Yet I have not
Been so sure
That I can’t take such a long detour
Now I need to get back on the path
That has been lost in my hateful wrath


Back to normal and I can see
All those things I said but didn’t mean
I could say I’m sorry
But some parts were true
Like the parts including my not being with you
Yes, you angered me
But there were times of serenity
Let’s just remember the good times
And may this anger be left behind





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