its over

I had every chance to stop but I didn’t
So many chances to turn around
I just shook my head and kept walking down
The path, the same path I hate
Best friend worst enemy all in the same

I know its killing me I know I should quit
But damn I need it, so stop giving me lip
Wake up and do it, again to get to sleep
Its consuming my life, man
I can’t even think

There is no joy. Just pain and then a high
But im doing more now, its harder every time
I need this shit so that I can stay alive
But its killing me now, makes me wanna die

I aint strong enough to kick it
I aint strong enough to leave
Its part of me now
I even do it in my dreams

I messed things up
I messed it up good
But every fall’s a chance to rise
Me and the drug, im cutting off our ties