I understand.

May 22, 2010
My friends say that I can do much better
But lately I'm willing to deal with this bad weather
If that means that we can be together
I never want to let you go
But I know, I know, I know
That I need to stop this show
And I can't bare it
And i can't take it
And I can't shake it
This feeling in my bones
I just wish you could only know

And I try to part
Yet I'm falling apart
My hearts in pieces
But you can't see it
All I wanted was for us to be together
But we all know theres no such thing as forever

If I could only hear you say it one more time
But first i want to tell you..
I hate it when you make me cry
It's undescribable how much I love you
I only wish you loved me too
But I understand
I see it in your smile
When your holding her hand

And I wish that could be me
I said it was over
So I'll just let it be
And inside im dying
But whatever because I guess it's over now
And I dont want it to be
But I guess its just how.

I used to think that love was a waste of time
But now I think this is some kind of sign
But its over
Its what youve chosen
We cant go back
I guess I just need to cut the act
Im sick of fighting
Im sick of all the lying
But somewhere in my heart I keep on trying.

And Im trying to part
Yet im falling apart
My hearts in pieces
But you cant see it
All I ever wanted was for us to be together
But we all know theres no such thing as forever

At one time you said you felt the same
But that you got sick of my foolish games
Theres a reason for those games id play
And this is all I've got to say

I was jealous
I couldnt help it
Its only because I love you
And at one point when you said it back
I actually believed you
But now I'm broken
And its over
And Im sorry
That I'm crying
But I'm no fool
I sat there and watched you drool
Over her
But I understand
Because I saw the look in your eyes
When she called you her man.

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losingafriend said...
Dec. 1, 2010 at 10:06 pm
i love it!! it reminds me of my life right now
redhairCat This work has been published in the Teen Ink monthly print magazine. said...
Nov. 23, 2010 at 8:14 pm
Really good! I love it!
toflyaway said...
Jun. 22, 2010 at 1:29 am
I loved it! I adore songs with meaning and thoughtful words. I even began humming the words :)
bboston26 replied...
Jun. 22, 2010 at 12:33 pm
you literally just took all mii feelings and put them on paper. that's exactly how i feel. 
M3lanieElizab3th replied...
Jun. 25, 2010 at 2:17 pm
Thank you so much!
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