It’s raining hard and I lay there in my bed
Their voices keep echoing inside my head
I can’t take much more of this insomnia
Why does it not bother ya
That I can’t sleep because your words are like knives
People say things that might change lives
I just wanna cry
Oh I just wanna…cry
I wanna breakdown, fall on my knees
Scream so someone just might hear me
Hurtful days scrap by like stone
I don’t like to be on my own
I know god is there, and he’s with me
But I’d like to be treated like a human being
I want to cry
And make the feeling ….die
Honestly..I-feel-sorry for them
I don’t care what they say
It’s not true
I want to run to you
And fall in your arms
I don’t want to hold back anymore

I can’t breath when you say those horrid things to….me