aye, my life was full of sad days,
they started on a bad day,
stayed alive, but I feel like a ghost these days,
trynna find the real me,I aint found her yet,
wake up every morning feeling like i'm guilty,
knowing damn well it shoulda been me,
I used to talk to god, can you hear me?
Ima mess,
I'm scared to say help me,
Yeah i'm too scared to say help me, and
if you think that i make decisions based offa what you think then youre wrong,
can't nobody think for me I got my own brain,
inside my own head,
sometimes you don't know what you had until itd all gone,

If I played the hand that was dealt to me,
I wouldnt be alright,
Yeah I had to think smart,
had to work hard,
went and bought a deck, aye, now i got my own cards,
long before I had the money to even pay attention, I,
I been doin' me,X4
followin' my dreams,
yeah, I been doin' me X5
followin' my dreams,
yeah I been doin' me

aye, my memories are full of regrets,
yeah, things I wanna take back,
miss you everyday, wish I could go back,
people say god has a plan,
well that s*** don't even make sense
s*** man, I don't even know,
all I know is i get lower on the weekends,
rememberin' how we used to party , and
people tell me i should make friends,
I just sit at home,
lately I been off the deep end,yeah
I been off the deep end, and
if you think I;m bout' to change who i am to please you then youre so wrong,
As a kid I built walls around my broke heart,
sometimes you don't know what you had till' it falls apart,

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yeah, I'm reminicing back to both of us gassin'
playin' old records thinkin' every one of em' is classic,
windows down, we're burnin up backroads,laughin'
we talked about one days and somedays,
not knowing you had no days,
my confidence was about as low as the gas we didn't have money for,
so we'd sit in parking lots for hours until the battery quit,

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I'M JUST DOIN ME.