disorder | Teen Ink

disorder

August 22, 2011
By Anonymous

They called it confused
i called it used
but inside a wrongful
diagnosis that leaves you
bruised.

They say I'm sick but !
TI'me go's quick
when your mad
when earth's disturbed the crust is mad.

I read my list they say i am
moody but
it's a disorder but my happiness
is the size of a quarter.

Doctor when you tell me I'm sick am i just me or bad
misunderstood truthful or mad.


they say your depressed
but is it your fault
were you ever upset
or hurt like an adult
I'm in this sad game like its a cult.

hey i got something to say all this
sad ... it ends today
come along wind blow mood swings away
this good attitude is here to stay.

shadow of feelings crawl in a crib
I'll feed you happiness while i give you a bib .

dis/ is my order for you to go away.
the end of the line
back of the pack you got that
wrong you don't got jack.

What's written on paper is just a fact
but when i played anger it was just an act.

I'm back what that brand new style
and bye bye disorder how you like my new smile.

The author's comments:
many people have disorders but sometimes people are just them just cause it is written on paper don't mean its true and i got various disorders but that don't make me different than anyone else so just hold on and be blessed.

Similar Articles

JOIN THE DISCUSSION

This article has 4 comments.


jaselisa GOLD said...
on Sep. 14 2011 at 7:07 pm
jaselisa GOLD, Greensboro, Maryland
14 articles 2 photos 16 comments
I am and always will be

dlite said...
on Sep. 9 2011 at 8:06 pm

Praying that you will become all God meant for you to be, J! Keep looking up!

 


jaselisa GOLD said...
on Sep. 9 2011 at 7:02 pm
jaselisa GOLD, Greensboro, Maryland
14 articles 2 photos 16 comments
thank you 

dlite said...
on Sep. 2 2011 at 9:12 pm

(: easy to feel it
hard to steel it
bad to conceal it
pray that you heal of it :)