Siezure

I never see it coming,
It takes me by surprise,
Flashes of light, swimming light,
The blindness fills my eyes
Feelings of nausea hit me next,
Bile burns my mouth,
A tingling sensation, disorientation,
Loss of consciousness sends me south
Nothing but the empty blackness,
Electricity jolts my mind,
It courses along, feels like so long,
I finally awaken and unbind
My heart beats so fast,
I cannot stop quaking,
I feel so old, quivering with cold,
That numb abyss leaves me shaking