Am I Lost?

In the near wind I can hear a whisper...

I hear things that make me go crazy.

I cry every night just to try and feel happy.

I cry every time I feel like I get hurt.

I try to stand up for what I believe in...

however, that never seems to work out.

I hate it when I get the cold shoulder...

I get told to go away...

I get told to never come back...

He texts me at eleven thinking im oblivious to the fact,

that he is just a pig.

I go to school and she thinks I am blinded by her ruadness.

however, I hear what she say's and aware of how she treats me.

But their blind to see..
that there making me emotional and they make me cry as I lay under the sea.

Im cold now, as I try to stay warm.

I can not stand the pain I am
being put through..

I am in fear having in mind that a end is near...

In the night blue sky I can see the wind...

I think I realized that I am lost,
sufficating under the world.