Lost...

It's dark out here
But no one knows
One day I fear
That it will show

My insides out
And then you'll see
The screams and shouts
The hurting pleas

Got to be fake
Got to fit in
But then the shake
Ang urge begin

Door swings open
I step inside
On tear i'm chokin'
Done trying to hide

The counters cold
But that's okay
From what i'm told
It'll go away

Getting brighter
I see the light
I'm not a fighter
But that's alright