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So Sick

April 30, 2018
By Charm118 BRONZE, South Plainfield, New Jersey
Charm118 BRONZE, South Plainfield, New Jersey
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I’m sick
So sick of being sick
My heart is not a toy
It is not to be played with

You feed me lies and I listen
But that doesn’t mean that I’m hearing you
You say this, that, and the third and I fall for the bull ish
I mean this is not a love story , but how come you’re luring me?

It’s like I give you my soul and the only thing you leave me with is confusion
This feeling in my stomach, I don’t like it but I like you
I told myself I would never speak to you again
Yet I just keep coming back

What changed from the first day we met till now?
You said you were different from these other guys
Yet im meeting the same fool in different bodies
Every word out of your mouth was all for me to fantasize

I blame you for this anger built up inside me
You did me dirty
Sat in my face and lied with that pearly white smile of yours
Still can’t believe you hurt me

This wasn’t the first time
How can I be so stupid?
Got me wrapped around your finger
So long, I’ve been clueless

It’s like I was your puppet
You pulled my strings
A puppet who had a heart though,
You were the one controlling me

I’m now realizing that I need to let go
Heart, now iced like frost
I won’t come back this time
Leaving you to realize what you’ve lost

The author's comments:

There has been times where I've been hurt both physically and mentally. The heartbreaks and everything I've been through is what made me stronger.

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