As she sits in bed trying the figure out what to write 

8:38pm

8:48pm

She tries to write something

So she closes her eyes 

She invisions seeing him there

So tiny 

So flimsy 

So fluffy 

She remembers the feeling she had when she first saw him 

He's just laying there

So silently 

So lonely 

So innocently 

Those feelings are willing up inside her again

She feels a single tear coming down from her eye 

As the tear slowly comes down 

She feels like she has been put under water 

Her face 

       Wet

Her breathing 

       Shallow 

Her heart 

       Broken 

Her head 

       Spinning 

From the love she never thought she could have... 

From. The. Begining.