Im not a regular person

I usually hide all my hurting

lately that hasnt been working

I'm done with it all, there's no purpose

Why do you act like you know me 

when all of my life youve ignored me

spreading out rumors that broke me

I was crying at home feeling lonely

but I'm grown up now, that was all in the past

you should've known that you're lies wouldnt last

trying to start again? Better pick up your act

you tell me you miss me but I know better than that

Now you know what it feels like to be crying alone

why don't you change? When the tables have turned

Now I'm in charge yea didnt you know?

but I'm nothing like you, so you're not on your own

I'll help you through the same pain that I faced

Would you help me now if you were in my place?

I'd like to think you would because people can change

but I can't say for sure if you'd stay the same

Helping you out will bring back all my feelings

something about being somewhere thats familiar

we'll be sharing the pain, that should speed up the healing

because your go to plan is getting high as the cieling